~Every girl wants
a prince charming, and while he may be nice and all, I'm thinking that I'd rather have the guy that's gonna call at four in
the morning just to say hi. Or someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone because he wants to see how
I'm really doing, because I said I was fine, but we both know I'm lying. Or the guy who'll stay home on a Saturday night with
me because I'm sick. That guy-that one guy, he may not be prince charming to anyone else, but he'd be my hero. My "knight
in shining ". Anyone who'd rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair while I puke that's a hero~
~*That thing. That moment. You kiss someone,
and it's like the world around you gets all hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this other person and you know that
one person is the person you're meant to be kissing the rest of your life. And for that one moment you've been given this
amazing gift and you want to laugh and cry at the same time because you're so lucky you found it and so scared that it will
go away.*
-drew barrymore in never been kissed
~I bet when the Neanderthal kids would make
a snowman, someone would always end up saying, "Don't forget the thick, heavy brows." Then they would all get embarrassed
because they remembered they had the big hunky brows too, and they'd get mad and eat the snowman.
~if yOu LooK iNsiDe a GirL's H - e - a
- R - t yOu`D sEe HoW MuCh ShE ReaLLy criEsZ, y0u'll finD secrets hidden, Best friends, and Lies buT whaT y0u`LL See thE Most
is hOw HarD it iS to sTay strOng wheN Nothing's right anD EveRythinG is wrOng
~Im GoNnA sMiLe LiKe NoThInGs WrOnG
tAlK LiKe EvErYtHiNgS pErFeCt
AcT
LiKe ItS jUsT' a DrEaM
aNd PrEtEnD lIkE hEs NoT wOrTh It
~*whEn iM not nEAr u My hEartZ sO sOre*ItZ
like The DayZ w/O u MakE mE waNt U mOre*iN bEd @ niTe mEsMeriZiN ur picture*Boy I wiSh sO bAd I Can Be wiTh u*NeVa lEt Go
Babi, tEll ME i'm sEnt FrUm AboVe* HolD oN to mA hANd wHiLe We mAkiN Luv* But TeaRz RolL doWn my facE n' uR luV i CanT Feel*
cuZ i'm SiTtiN hEre ALOnE, RememBeRin iT isNt Real*
~You loved me for a little you could not love
me long,
You gave me wings of gladness and led my spirit song.
You loved me for an hour but only with your
eyes,
Your lips i could not capture by storm or by surprise.
Your lips that i remember with rush of sudden
pain,
As one remembers starlight or roses after rain.
Out of a world or laughter suddenly in sad,
Day
and night it haunts me,
The kiss i never had
~Dream Like You've Never Dream't Before
Love
Like You've Never Been Hurt
Be Happy Like You've Never Been Sad
Give Like You've Never Been Taken Advantage Of
See
Good In People Like You've Never Seen Evil
Giggle Like You've Never Gotten High
Say I Love You Like You'll Never Get
To Say It Again
~I fake it so real...
I am beyond
fake...
And someday you will ache like I ache.
Make a joke and I will sigh,
And you will laugh,
And I will cry.
Happiness I cannot feel,
And love to me is so unreal...
~you made a mistake, you just dont admit when
youre
wrong, but while youre still trying to figure things out,
im already moving on
i cant change you and im
sick of trying
im letting go, no more crying
~You think that it is so easy To be me But
you don't know That I'd give anything to go You think that I have nothing to hide
But really its all buried deep inside
My smiles are even fakes
To put them on you don't know what it takes I may act like things are great But the pain turns
into hate And when it gets over my head I would like to be dead I have been in a rough place So ashamed, couldn't look at
my own face It hurts to breath I just want it to leave I cant even sleep Because the pain is so deep
Its all just a big
fight In a place where there is never any light
Please can I have your hand To help me stand On my own 2 feet
So that
me & happiness can finally meet
~I just wish you would find the time
To
at least say something kind...
Maybe a 'hello' or an apology,
Is that too hard to find?
Yeah you tell me that you miss me...
and that its not the same without me there...
but
how can that be possible
when you dont even show you care?
Cuz whenever you go away
i develop an on-going
frown
Cuz every time you build me up
you only bring me down.
~My feelings are true, and only to you will
I ever want to say this to, But on the record, I think I will always love you, and I hope one day, one moment, you'll
love me too
.
~get away from me! "no, i'm not okay." i'm
infested,i'm sick,
& i don't care what u have to say. don't touch me! i just want 2 be alone. crawl back under my rock,
the only safe place i've known. stop talking 2 me! get out of my head. i can see your mouth moving, yet i haven't heard a
damn thing you've said.
don't look at me! with your eyes of sympathy. i'll gouge them out,& turn them around. so u
can see your own apathy. stop trying 2 make everything all better! its all a waste of time. no one can ever save me. from
myself,my thoughts,my mind.
~Sometimes you just can't explain to some one
what it is that you're feeling inside why it is that tears run from your eyes
or even what caused you to cry. Sometimes
the feeling your holding within is a pain with no language of words it's something not even you understand but nothing
compares to the hurt.
Sometimes the cut that lies in your heart is a wound to great to be healed and the person you've
always turned to in life is a person who's no longer here. Sometimes life's to much to deal with and you need some one to
care but when you turn to scream for help you realize no one's there. Sometimes when you're desperate and no longer see the
light when your voice is tired of screaming and you're ready to end the fight, that's when your heart begins to write pathetic
lines that rhyme who no one seems to understand so your soul continuously cries.
~Best friends forever!
We are always together and thats how it'll
stay
For ever n ever in that wa
She's there for
me when i am down
I'm there for her and we clown around
She is always there for me
When i get a house she'll have a key
There are so many things weve been thru
Laughing
and crying what best friends do
We are always by each others side
Forever that will stay until we die
Theres a way that it will always be
Together
forever....you and me
~Lonely I live, lonely I die,
For
loneliness is what makes me cry
No one to love, no one to miss,
No one to hug, no one to kiss
Maybe this life will be better for me,
Maybe it'll be everything to see,
What I don't see is what i need,
And
till i get it, i get to bleed,
So this red ink, like my red blood,
Shall cleanse my heart of dirt and mud,
The
dirt my pain, the mud my loss,
And have gold cover my heart like gloss,
The gold shall protect, stronger than steel,
Allowing no love but letting me feel,
I am still alive, i am still real.
But
my ocean is turning black from teal
So I'll lay here, my bed a grave.
Nothing to fight for, nothing to save.
Nothing
truly left to live for,
So as you leave please close the door.
~I'm sorry I've been stupid, I'm sorry I've
been blind. I'm sorry I betrayed the ones Who proved so true and kind. I'm sorry that I didn't see how much I really had.
I'm sorry that I didn't show how much you make me glad. I'm sorry for the stupid things, I chose
to overrate, And now I want to thank you, although it seems too late. Thank you so much for
loving me for who I am inside. And thank you all for showing me that I mattered, and not to hide. Thanks for saying how great
I looked, although I know you lied. And giving other compliments that filled me with such pride. Thank you for being my saving
grace, for showing that you care, and thank you, thank you oh so much, for always being there. Thank you for sharing so much
with me, like a smile or a real good laugh, and thank you most of all for being the best friends I'll ever have
~You say you are my friend
Yet you lie
You
say you're always there
But you never are
You'll say "Oh no he's your bf i dont' want
him"
Yet 2 days later he's dumping me for you
You
are a liar
You are a backstabber
Though you are supposed to be my best friend you just use me
I'm tired
of it
So I'm calling it off
We are over
Our friendship is dead
There is nothing you can say or
do to help that
You will never again hear the phone ring with
me on the other line
You will never again hear my voice
You are not a part of my world you no longer exsist
GOODBYE
~~*~*have u eva*~*~
have u eva just sat
n cried
all because the one you love lied
have u ever wondered y should i try
when all that boy does is make me cry
have u ever just played your part
even though
u knew he'd been cheatin on u from da start
have u eva loved somebody in every way
to da point u didn't know what to say
have u ever just came apart
because the
one u loved played with your heart
have u eva wished upon a star
but that wish
never went very far
have u eva laid down at night
and thought
why did i start that stupid fight
have u eva felt used
and all this time been confused
have u eva felt like giving up
when u had
ur gurlz beside u alwayz cheering u up
r u tired of writing ur 1st name with his last
knowing it will neva be
~Free~
"No more," she cries, "do i want
this poor life,
always dealing with nothing but strife."
So
badly, she wants to let go,
but she carries on not letting them know
How much pain she keeps holding back,
She seems
to be following a negative track.
"No more," she pleads, "do i wish to feel this
way,
fighting to live for just one more day."
So badly does she want to run and hide,
For one day soon she's gonna
hitch a ride,
An express that heads right out of town,
She'll take a route that made no sound.
She
wouldn't look back cause away
she'd fly... Leaving some words to say her good-bye
~Perfect~
perfect bodies shown off withreckless insensitivitydon't
you know that your brilliance casts me in shadow? can't you seeperfection reflecting off of dim rolls of-suck it in. suck
it
in. that's disgusting.shaped hips hang off offlat stomach belowtiny breasts, andi can't walk past mirrors in your
house, i can'tbreathe in your house and-remember:gym class in
baggy shirts, arms crossed over my chest to cover
this curse that girls say they envy. gym class with tank tops and thighs flashing around me, ninety degrees but i'll wear
my long
pants and big shirts. remember:days of starvation, passing up that second helping, that extra snack until
you realize you're passing up the first. dizzy spells on the stairs at school, skinny friends offer you ice cream and candy
and you have to eat it - if they know you're on a diet then they know you're on a diet then they know your fat... remember:clippings
for diets left casually around the house, left casually on my pillow for me to read before i sleep. heart to heart talks with
i love you but...i love you but...lose some fucking weight.remember:words yelled out of an open car window, not whistles butfattyfattyand
when i asked what he thought when he first saw me he saidi thought you could stand to lose a little weight. but i like you
anyway. remember?my skinny friends don't know what it's like to walk into a store and not be able to find something you can
fit around your chest. they don't know what it's like to cut off the bottom of your pants because your waist size doesn't
match your height. they don't know what it's like to walk into a room and have everyone stare because you have the nerve to
wear a tank top over that fat.my skinny friends tell me i'm not fat, i'm curved. the world tells me otherwise.ads for everything
from liquor to cars to children's toys tell me that my body is the wrong shape. every actress that has ever been in an american
movie tells me that my body is the wrong shape.perfect bodies shown off thoughtlesslyi don't care that you're nakedi care
that you're smooth, tight, fitted, thati'm
lumpyclumsy. i'mput your shirt back on. that's disgusting. do you mind
if we turn the lights off?
~When i see
him, Walking down the hall, My heart beats faster, My palms get sweaty, I become self concious, I cant take my eyes off of him until..., She strolls up, Puts
her arm around him,, Giggles,
and then flips her hair, My
eyes narrow, My hands clench
into fists, I feel such a wave
of anger, Because i know he
can't be mine~
~I shake, I quiver,
I stumble
I hurt, I fall, I mumble
I search, I think, I try
I feel as if I'm going to die
I wander, I'm silent,
I jerk
I sweat, I pace, I lerk
I hide, I hold, I cry
I jumble, I choke, I sigh
I want, I need, I, HELP!
I'm
quiet but inside i yelp
I long, I wish, I hope
I skid, I sit, I mope
I lie, I go crazy, I try
I lose, I crumble,
I imply
I worry, I jump, I burn
I'm boggled , I hate, I yearn
I'm emotional, I'm in pain
I'm bothered, I'm under
strain
I care, I love, I fear
I need, I need to get away from her~
~Her life just felt
so empty, She
didn't know who she was, why she was here, or where she was going, To others her life just seemed so simple, she wasn't perfect ,she wasn't loved, she wasn't understood, She was just confused, She was just your average teenager, but that's not what it felt like~
~I'll learn the summer
stars for you, Just
to prove you wrong, I'll
show you how to sail through them, To get away from your troubles, I'll give you all my secrets, You might need them to get by, I'll give you a place to hide (but only if you need it) I'll lay in the grass with you, We can learn them together, I'll sail through with you, In case you lose your way, I'll let you go if you decide
you can without me,
Don't be afraid because i taught you well, I'll still be out there with you, Even if you think you lost me along the way, I'll watch you as you sail through with others, And find you if you hide from them (but only if you need it)~
~Now you're gone,
I really do see, Just how much, You mean to me. I wish it hadn't, Ended this way, I never did, Get the chance to say.How I really did love
you, And
really did care.But now its too late,......... Because you're not there~
~I've been pushed
down so many times,
I feel this time will be the last, as I lay here fading, my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past, I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building up, as I lay here on the floor, I have no strength to get
up, I'm not worth
it any more~
~I held the knife
so close to my heart.
Like a foolish child I sat and I cried, Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried. Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground. Covered in blood, pulled myself up, in tears
scribed: "To those
who don't care, to those who can't see, Never Give up always thrive to be free." Didn't know how many people would later cry. "Tried to be free, yet I see this isn't the way." Friend at the door, ran as fast as she could. Too weak to say I'm sorry, otherwise I would. In tears, looked at the blue sad day. When you come and see this pool of blood and me,This isn't the way my life was meant to be.~
~ReMeMbEr WhEn BoYz
HaD cOoTiEs ,
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~My dying wish is to live forever in your mind. You left an impact on my heart I hope I left one on yours. If i died tomorrow
would you still remember me? I would remember you.....~
If you have any poems that i dont have here... that you think are really good... please email them to me :)
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